fix you

I cried in class this morning, because some problem that I have. Problem about my family.
I'm weak, really weak if its about my mother. So, I'm crying hard eventhough my lecturer was speaking in front of class. I'm so lucky, he didn't see me.

My friend ask me why I'm crying, but I can't tell her about the reason.
She is understand and let me cry as much as I want.
After I feel better than before, she told me to listen coldplay's fix you. And I did.

I already know this song before, but I never live up to the lyrics.
I was surprised, the lyric is so amazing. It's make me feel better.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

xoxo, mute :)