T_T

have you ever hate yourself more than hate your big enemy?
have you ever hate your life more than hate princess-perfect-drama-life?
have you even question yourself why your life is really hard?
isn't it too much?

God, I hate my self because I can't do anything to solve this fuck problems.
Can't you just give me a chance to return to the past? live well as a child, play hard without thinking anything, and laugh a lot without even care with the thing called problem?

I just tired now.
Tired to being fake. Tired to hide well behind the mask.
I wanna live my life without tears and pain.
Just once, God, please...

xoxo, mute :)