losing someone

Losing someone is definitely something that I didn't want to. But sometime, you must face the truth that there are someone who just live in your memories, not your life.

I hate feeling like losing someone. Friend, best friend, parents, family member, and another person that important to me. I wanna keep them in my life, but sometimes I know I can't. People changes, everything change, and I... I just hate it. I'm in my comfort zone now, I grew too comfortable with everything that I have now. Truthfully, I didn't want people who important to me leave me alone and living her/his another life.

But sadly they did it. Leave and forget me.

I know it's little bit egoist. Today, I realized I didn't want someone leave me alone, trying to break her/his comfort zone, and living happily without me. I really want to keep him/her in my life, I really want to tell him/her that I hate this feeling. I want everything is same and never change. I want them, her, his, you, me, us. I want the old us. But again, I can't.

Today..  when I'm writing this post I feel disappointed, sad, and lonely. I thought they will always be there but I'm wrong :( They are already on their way to leaving me.

xoxo, mute :)